Hey guys. Just got home from camping and i feel like shit. I had a great time during the trip but for some reason friday i just kinda felt like shit. My Pop-pop is sick which is mainly one of the reasons i wanted to come home early and now he is in the hospital. My mom is really upset so sam couldn't stay the night. So i feel even worse now because i know sam didn't want to stay. I feel like i ruined thier weekend and well i technically did. if i wouldn't have opened my mouth we would still be up there right now having a good time. I sorry Sam and Sissy i really am. Sam i love you and i know u didn't want to leave at all and i even more sorry ur stuck at home. i will do what i can to make it up to u. Love you sweetie muah please forgive me...

Well im really tired so im going to bed...

P.S. Sam hopefully u read this before u go to bed but my mom is on the phone with my aunt crying so i couldnt use the phone. i told her to wake me up when she gets off. im really tired so im going to bed. ill call u tomarrow is i dont get in touch with u tonight. love u goofnighter and cya tomarrow *mauh* *hug*

Currently Playing Mezmerize By System of a Down All see related

Hey guys hows it going... Well lets see whats going on in the life of Jubs. I cant get a job. Ive gone everywhere in Calvert County pretty much except across the bridge. The st.leonard gas station put up hiring signs so ima check them out. Yesterday i heard something from someone that i found completely wrong. It not only put my trust in check, but it also makes me question the strength of someone. I wonder why its always an arguement, a battle, a test, and competition. Why cant it be fun, happy and exciting. I have never questions myself as much as a I am now. No one ask me what this is about cause im not telling . Anyway much luv to my peeps and a lot of love to my spammy. peace!!

Song to my loved one:

Stellar - Incubus

Meet me in outer space
WE could spend the night
Watch the earth come up
I've grown tired of that place
Won't you come with me?
WE could start again

How do you do it?
Make me feel like I do
How do you do it?
It's better than I ever knew

Meet me in outer space
I will hold you close
If you're afraid of heights
I need you to see this place
It might be the only way
That I can show you how
It feels to be inside of you

How do you do it?
Make me feel like I do
How do you do it?
It's better than I ever knew

You are stellar

I love you spammy. More then you have any idea about.

OK OK OK OK FINE  heheh lol sup everyone. hows everyone one doing... yeah yeah i know i never update. Also im never online anymore... Hey what can i say. I like to play WoW and other games on my computer. If im not on my comp im out. and if im in and not on comp im watching a movie or just chillin upstairs..  hahaha (repeat) lol people who get it deserve to get it. im not telling anyone so dont ask... I MEAN IT!! RAWR lol just playing. Seriously though not telling anyone. k i mean it. wow did it again hahaha k hmmm, have you ever rolled your eyes, stuck out your tougue, and made the jub call. well i have. heheh ok everyone peace tuo (<-- thats out spelled backwords) hehehe k i dunno peace. Jubmaican for life ...

Currently Playing Chocolate Starfish and the Hot Dog Flavored Water By Limp Bizkit Boiler see related

hey whats up... been so long since last update... hmmmm what to talk about. CSM didn't happen because of family reasons. me n spams are doing very well. Lots of guys pissing me off.  Have no idea how my xanga got the way it was.(if u know let me know please thank you) Anyway having fun with life. Me n colin hang out alot more than we used too. sam will be able to walk soon.  Uhhhh   accidentally called leo, lady today... miss her a lot. well ima go very tired and cant type. blah figety figety figety gweeeeto. dont ask... lol alright peace out.